Everything eventually comes to an end and the same is true with my time as the Interim pastor at Excelsior Springs Baptist Church. Sunday afternoon many tears were shed as, for the last time, I left the pulpit in that church but my time there my family will never forget. This has been an unbelievable 2 months serving in a capacity that allowed me to influence and be influenced by the loving people of that congregation. Both Heather and I will continue to pray for this church as she continues her search for the next Senior Pastor.
As for the Sermon, again this week we spoke about your Shadow Mission. The definition of a “Shadow Mission” is my authentic Mission given by God hijacked by my Ego and my wounds. There is no Jesus in it.” Another way to put it is “the motive behind what actions you take in your life.” Are they for Jesus and His Kingdom advance or ultimately about you?
This definition continually reminds me of what I am actually capable of in my life and I have great friends that remind me also. So I this week I continued to pass on this same concept to the people of ESBC and now on to you.
My prayer is that it causes us to review our lives in light of the Gospel and focuses us to stay on mission for the Kingdom.
Audio:
[audio https://somajc.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/11/06-overcoming-the-shadow-misson-through-the-gospel.mp3]Since the announcement of Pastor John Piper’s newest book, Bloodlines: Race, Cross, and the Christian, I have been so extremely excited (it is now available).
In the last century Americans have been turning to organizations, education, famous personalities, and ultimately government in an effort to address the on-going racial strife in our nation. In 2008 many hoped that the election of an African-American president would finally bridge this ongoing racial divide. Today, we are left wondering why racial tensions have not abated. Bloodlines is a prime example of how we Christians are to do the hard work of renewing our minds by replacing old ways of thinking with gospel ways of thinking.
In order to gain a little further insight earlier this year Crossway traveled with Pastor John to his hometown of Greenville, SC to revisit the world in which he grew up. This 18-minute documentary takes us through his experience of racism in the 1960’s American South.
[vimeo http://vimeo.com/28323716]
I would love to know your thoughts…
I was so excited to attend the Leadership Summit in 2007 and the event did not disappoint. I was blown away by leaders such as Carly Fiorina, Colin Powell, Dr. Floyd Flake, and Marcus Buckingham but the talk that left the deepest impact was given by a Pastor named John Ortberg. That day Ortberg began a conversation that has plagued me since to this very day and it’s one about my Shadow Missions.
The definition of a “Shadow Mission” is my authentic Mission given by God hijacked by my Ego and my wounds. There is no Jesus in it.
This definition continually reminds me of what I am actually capable of in my life and I have great friends that remind me also. So I this week I began to pass on this same concept to Excelsior Springs Baptist Church. My prayer is that it causes us to review our lives in light of the Gospel and focuses us to stay on mission for the Kingdom.
Audio (a little degraded this week):
[audio https://somajc.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/11/subverting-the-gospel-through-a-shadow-mission-esther-1-4.mp3]Text Esther Chapter 1 – 4
While listening to Dr David Jeremiah over the last week I heard him reference a painting by Vincent Van Gogh one of my favorite artists. Later on that day I overheard some associates at work discussing this same piece in reference to a Dr. Who (which is apparently epic) episode. So in curiosity, and because I could not recall it immediately, I looked up the painting that was referenced and this is what I found.Toward the end of his life, Vincent van Gogh succumbed to his mental illness, cut off his own ear after a fight with friend, and in May 1889 committed himself to a mental hospital in Saint Remy.
In the last 10 weeks of his life, while in the care of the doctor, he created over 100 pieces including The Church at Auvers (pictured), a scene from his youth created out of memory.
The foreground seems to be in daylight, whereas the church itself and the sky seem to be in shadow, nearly a night scene. The church’s form is distorted adding a feel of gloom to the scene. A church painted in this manner may reflect van Gogh’s feeling about the church and religion after his failed studies as a preacher and missionary.
One other site explains it this way:
Rather than the church looking like a place of refuge and solace, Vincent has shown it as a place of impending doom and gloom.
Early in his life, Van Gogh aspired to be a pastor and missionary. However, he failed miserably at both callings and, even though there is no specific documentation about his spiritual crisis, it’s pretty safe to bet that he got turned off from religion because of his inability to “meet the expectations.” Ironically, van Gogh committed suicide shortly after he painted this impression and The [actual] Church at Auvers refused to host Vincent’s funeral because he had killed himself. His service took place across the river at Mery-sur-Oise the next day.
This is a sad story, and comes to life through this man’s paintings. His life circumstance certainly colored his view of this grand edifice and I think it serves as a message to the church that needs to be heard today. A few things I notice about the painting are…
I’ll leave it to you to generate your own conclusions about the message Van Gogh is sending us from 1890 I definitely have my own. I’d love to hear what you think…
I was in the 5th grade when I decided to begin pursuing the opposite sex, armed with only vague things I had seen from my parents, siblings and TV. I fell head over heels for a young lady (to remain unnamed) and tried to do anything to gain her attention. After months of impressing her (i.e. multiple home-runs in kickball, touching the bottom of the basketball net, and other rather silly things), it came! A note with her handwriting on it (much better than mine), the smell of her perfume, I treasured it but did not dare to open such a gift. On the bus ride home I presented the note to my co-conspirators and they marveled in the work that we had accomplished, and then my big brother noticed. He knew of my love interest and from behind me he began to mock me aloud letting everyone on the bus know who the note was from. I was absolutely devastated and simultaneously angry. I decided to stand up for my honor and started a fight with my brother in which he took the note read it out loud and to my further embarrassment laughed with everyone when it was discovered that her feelings were not the same for me. It was a horrible day, I was publicly humiliated, rejected and thought I would never recover.
I share that story for multiple reasons, hopefully you laughed at the sillieness and I wanted you to see a clear example (one of many) of rejection in my life. When I ask fellow believers about how and when they share their faith I constantly hear people scared to be humiliated, rejected and will never recover from it.
What is a Christians greatest fear?
Rejection, primarily when it comes to evangelism.
The moment has arrived, God has opened to the door for you to present the Gospel to that person in your life that you have fervently been praying for. You follow the guidance of the Holy Spirit and pour your heart out sharing the love of Jesus and the sacrifice that he made for the entire world. The conversation exchange seems peaceful, cordial and gives you the impression that all aspects of the Gospel are clear and understood. Then after sharing the Gospel you take the next step, move to the question of commitment and ask if the person if they would like to accept Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior. During those next few seconds of waiting with great anticipation to hear their decision, you pray within yourself for God to give the increase. And then it comes. To your surprise and dismay, you hear their response of a resounding …“NO”. The impending victory that seemed so certain has suddenly been turned into feelings of disappointment and failure. You play back in your mind everything that you shared. You are so confident that you presented the Gospel in full context and answered all questions.
Rejection of the Gospel can be difficult. I remember while in school being a part of an evangelism outreach that shared the Gospel door to door in the local community. When we returned back from sharing in a community I was often asked, “how many did you catch for the kingdom?” or “how many did you lead to Christ?” I was always discouraged if I came back with no spiritual notches in my belt. I found myself sometimes trying to win people to Christ in my own strength. What I have discovered was that many Christians are apprehensive about evangelism because they believe that a conversion must occur every time they share the Gospel. As a result, when they share Gospel and do not lead someone to Christ, they feel rejection and are discouraged from sharing Christ again.
When did the importance of planting and watering seeds become so insignificant?
God is glorified when we plant and water seeds. This is what he calls us to do and it is all he has given us the power to do. In evangelism, we are only responsible for sharing the correct information about what it truly means to have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. This is how seeds are planted and watered. Only God can make the seeds that have been planted and watered grow. Coming to the saving knowledge of Jesus Christ is a supernatural and spiritual event. Only the divine power of God can bring a person to the saving knowledge of Jesus Christ. In our frail human strength, we cannot make a person accept Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior. We must consider that a Christian may be one of many other Christians sharing Christ in an unsaved person’s life. Be encouraged, even if the Gospel is rejected by a loved one and you’re concerned about their eternal destiny. Remember, God is concerned about them too. If you’ve experienced rejection you have not failed because you were being obedient to God’s call to share the Gospel.
Also, don’t force the Gospel on them, which might push them away from you. Instead, add this person to your prayer list. If they are accessible to you, let them know that you still care very much about them and that you will be available if they have questions about anything that was presented to them.
At the end of the day, when sharing the Gospel we are only responsible for being obedient in sharing the correct data about what it truly means to have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. God will do the rest and will deal with people’s hearts. There will be occasions when you will plant or water a seed and there will be occasions where you witness God giving the increase. In either instance, you are being used by God and glorifying him by communicating the greatest news ever.